High cervix? Please help

Please help me. I am waiting to get on birth control but it’s hard to get into the doctors right now. I have 30-32 day cycles and I ALWAYS ovulate on either day 17, 18, or 19. I had sex right after my period on day 9 with a pullout and didn’t have sex at all after that. My glow app says my chances of being pregnant if I ovulated on day 17 are low and even lower for day 18 or 19. Technically it’s not even within my fertile window. I always check my cervix right after ovulate and it’s usually very low and hard. Well I can barely reach it this time and it does feel firm but not as hard as usual and its closed. Dry feeling with little discharge. I’m on day 26, so period is 5-7 days away still. My boobs haven’t started to hurt yet either which is concerning me. I’ve been so anxious and scared about being pregnant that I’ve been throwing up and having panic attacks. Can anyone give me reassurance or why it might be doing this?!?! I really doubt that I’m pregnant but I know you never know