Depressed

Jessica • I have a little girl in heaven and 2 little girl's and a little boy on earth with me a wonderful husband of 10 years

Is anyone else depressed that it looks like your period started I was having all the symptoms of possible being pregnant 🤰 with my rainbow 🌈 👶 but unfortunately today I feel like I’m starting my period with a little spotting as well it could be Implantation but I don’t think it is my little girl was stillborn may 17th 2019 and after that I’ve been having problems with my period finally got that figured out the last 3 months I started between the 29th and 3rd so I’m pretty sure what this is but unfortunately none of my LH tests come back with a surge my dr told me to track my LH surge until May or June I can’t remember I’m just so depressed