When I found out about my first pregnancy 2 years ago, nearly 3, I honestly felt like keeping my child, I just did the abortion because I listened to my ex and we both knew that we wouldn’t be able to take care of a child with our situation, I was about 5 weeks pregnant at that time, the week after having the ultrasound and the probe go in me, I had the intervention (they surgically removed the little cells), after a couple of days, I felt so faint and felt like I was going to faint, felt terrible honestly, I decided to just lay down in the metro, my ex with me, called the ambulance, I stayed overnight and I honestly never wanted to deal with something like that again, I resented myself for saying that I was sure about the abortion, when in reality, I honestly didn’t want to do it, I felt like crap in between the few times that I thought I would be first pregnancy and the second, then about two years after the first, I find out I’m pregnant again and this time I decide to keep this one even if my ex was telling me the same thing he did the first time, though since then I’ve learned to make my own decisions and decided that i would keep my child, now I have a beautiful daughter that at first I felt like I was a terrible/worthless mom, probably linked to the abortion, though with time, I felt more confident about myself and became better slowly;

I still regret that abortion everyday, though it thought me that I should listen to myself more and not let someone else’s decisions be what I want;

I hope from my experience, that those women who think they wouldn’t be able to get pregnant anymore or something similar will still have hope that you can still have a child if you want to