Before you fall pregnant all you do every month is wish and pray to see those 2 pink lines.

When the month finally comes that you see those 2 pink lines, anxiety kicks in straight away, you are so happy but all you can think about is “what if I loose this baby” I think this a mom’s biggest fear.

I literally go through stages from the day I find out I’m pregnant.

Stage 1- is it a chemical pregnancy?

Stage 2- is it an ectopic pregnancy?

Stage 3- is there going to to be a heartbeat at the next scan?

Stage 4- hopefully I’ll make it to 8 weeks then the percentage of miscarriage drops.

Stage 5- is there going to be a heart beat at the 12 week scan? Is there going to be any defect with my baby?

I don’t know if I’m crazy but this is legit me till I hit 12 weeks, I still slightly stress after 12 weeks because obviously things can still go wrong. I’m a big ball of emotions and over thinker when I see those 2 pink lines!!