I lost my baby

We knew I was pregnant before I had even missed my period... then I had missed it and everything going as planned... had a phone appointment, scheduled my ultrasound, things were getting exciting. I had one pregnancy before and he’s a happy healthy little boy, so I didn’t think I would miscarry. Then the morning of my husband and i’s 4 year anniversary... when I was just over 5 weeks along, I go to the washroom and know exactly what was happening. I lost the baby. The blood, and the pain I will never forget. Physical and emotional. The scar will always be there. January 2nd I would’ve been able to hold you in my arms, and been able to see your sweet face. Your mommy and daddy love you and will never forget you. Right from the beginning you brought us so much joy and happiness, and we were so excited for your big brother to become “big brother” and we know you would’ve become best of friends. I will always think of you as each day passes, and I will love you forevermore.

I miss you my love.

Xo, love your mommy ❤️