Ok so me and my boyfriend have been dating for about 3 and a half months and it was all great at the beginning but near the 3 month mark things started to change and I don’t know if that it’s just the honeymoon phase being over I don’t know. I’m the type of person that lives in the moment and I don’t ask for much. But we fight a lot and he’s always arguing me. Every time we fight he says he’ll change. I don’t want him to change but some of the things he does like get mad when I don’t answer right away or mad if he thinks I’m on snap and ignoring him even tho I’ve told him one hundred times that I’m just watching snap stories and if he wants to talk to me then he can text me. But then we just fight again over the most stupid things. One time we fought for 2 days because he was being controlling and I’m the type of person who absolutely hates when people try to do that and I wouldn’t say anything first. Because oh yeah you guessed it I’m always the one to speak up first or apologize first. I have a younger brother so I’ve gone my whole life doing that. Don’t get me wrong I don’t mind being the bigger person sometimes but all the time? That’s a bit much. I’ve also had dreams and been attacked to other guys and I’m worried. My mom says that I’m a teenager and it’s normal to think other people are cute well in a relationship as long as I don’t act on it. But I feel guilty every time I do. This is also my first relationship so I don’t what to expect because I feel like books and movies don’t really show what real relationships are like. Or do they? I don’t know.

I really like him but I don’t know what to do. And now I don’t feel anything whenever I talk to him. Maybe it’s just being quarantined but I don’t know. I would appreciate any advice!! I’m going crazy here