TMI (masterbating)

Okay so I have a problem... I’m horny all the time but I only masterbate in the shower! And my shower head has different settings on it and I can’t get enough of it! But my clit is numb and I hate it I take a shower everyday but my real question is how do I stop wanting to pleasure myself I try but I can’t I’m addicted I need tips! I want my clit to be naturally sensitive again!