Help with MIL!!!

Chanise
I recently had my second daughter on September 16. My oldest will be 5 in a couple of weeks. Anywho, my MIL keeps pressuring me to leave the girls, mainly the newborn, with her. I have suffered with PPD with both and get EXTREME anxiety at the thought of leaving them even if it's for a few hours. She feels as though I don't trust her, but truth is, I can't stand the thought of not being around them that long. I know the more time that passes the worse the situation is going to get. Has anyone dealt with this before, and if so, how did you deal with it?

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