So i gave birth to a beautiful baby girl in August 2019 and found out I'm expecting again..i cried for days and i don't know how to feel..she is 8months and i dont know how far along I am i was ducking and dodging trying NOT to get pregnant..and family is saying it's too soon?? It's a blessing in disguise but im terribly nervous.. my baby dosen't look at me the same and all i could do is apologize and kiss her..but she just stares at me