Positive Test!! 🌈🌈🌈

I’m 5 days late so I took a pregnancy test because I’m nauseous and my breast are tender. It came out POSITIVE! 😊😊 I’ve had 2 MC one on 6.10.17 and one on 4.2.19. So yes this is my 🌈 baby! I am so nervous and scared that I will MC again.... I’m going to wait a week or so and take another test! I have an appointment with my OB on Tuesday to find out if the cyst on my right ovaries has gotten bigger but I may need to let them know I had a positive test huh? Lol. I have not told anyone yet because I’m only 4 weeks and 5 days so I’m still early and I’m afraid of telling family and jinxing me having a successful baby.

My mother in law is pregnant and I feel like she throws her pregnancy in my face but sending me ultrasound pictures and videos of the baby all the time!!! It makes me feel a certain way so half of the time I do not respond. However now I’m excited I’m pregnant 🤰🏻!! My sister is also pregnant which she doesn’t seem to like being pregnant so she doesn’t speak much on it but I’m happy for her! I have not decided when I would tell everyone but I’m thinking this Saturday I will tell my husband but then again I’m having doubts because I’m afraid of a negative outcome since it’s happen twice now but I am staying positive! I praying for a healthy baby and a healthy family afterwards! If I decide to tell him which I most likely will because he’s made me drinks and I had to tell him no so I think he knows 🤣 but I was thinking about getting a baby booties and putting it in a box with the pregnancy test 🤔 but I’m not sure yet!

Third time is a charm right?!!! Honestly I feel that the vaginal ultrasound the doctors perform both times I was pregnant is what cause me to MC. Both times I had the vaginal ultrasound because I was 8 weeks and the baby was too small to see up top they said without even trying but this time I’m not letting them do the vagina ultrasound. If they cannot do it up top then I will wait until they can. I mean yes I want to see my little baby but I do not want to take the chance of losing my baby again! All I want to be is a mom! And I know I’m a heaven mom and a dog mom but I’m ready for a real life mom! Please send prayers for a successful pregnancy!!! 💜