Positive Test!! ๐๐๐
Iโm 5 days late so I took a pregnancy test because Iโm nauseous and my breast are tender. It came out POSITIVE! ๐๐ Iโve had 2 MC one on 6.10.17 and one on 4.2.19. So yes this is my ๐ baby! I am so nervous and scared that I will MC again.... Iโm going to wait a week or so and take another test! I have an appointment with my OB on Tuesday to find out if the cyst on my right ovaries has gotten bigger but I may need to let them know I had a positive test huh? Lol. I have not told anyone yet because Iโm only 4 weeks and 5 days so Iโm still early and Iโm afraid of telling family and jinxing me having a successful baby.
My mother in law is pregnant and I feel like she throws her pregnancy in my face but sending me ultrasound pictures and videos of the baby all the time!!! It makes me feel a certain way so half of the time I do not respond. However now Iโm excited Iโm pregnant ๐คฐ๐ป!! My sister is also pregnant which she doesnโt seem to like being pregnant so she doesnโt speak much on it but Iโm happy for her! I have not decided when I would tell everyone but Iโm thinking this Saturday I will tell my husband but then again Iโm having doubts because Iโm afraid of a negative outcome since itโs happen twice now but I am staying positive! I praying for a healthy baby and a healthy family afterwards! If I decide to tell him which I most likely will because heโs made me drinks and I had to tell him no so I think he knows ๐คฃ but I was thinking about getting a baby booties and putting it in a box with the pregnancy test ๐ค but Iโm not sure yet!
Third time is a charm right?!!! Honestly I feel that the vaginal ultrasound the doctors perform both times I was pregnant is what cause me to MC. Both times I had the vaginal ultrasound because I was 8 weeks and the baby was too small to see up top they said without even trying but this time Iโm not letting them do the vagina ultrasound. If they cannot do it up top then I will wait until they can. I mean yes I want to see my little baby but I do not want to take the chance of losing my baby again! All I want to be is a mom! And I know Iโm a heaven mom and a dog mom but Iโm ready for a real life mom! Please send prayers for a successful pregnancy!!! ๐
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