Always sick after giving birth?

So far after giving birth I’ve had an allergic reaction on my csection, a kidney infection and now an infection in my thoat, and I’ve been bleeding for 7 weeks from giving birth and the iud and the major postpartum depression and anxiety and even insomnia,I hate always being sick and I know it takes a toll on my husband but what am I suppose to do I’m trying so hard to not get sick and be a good mom I’m on medication to help my postpartum depression and anxiety and also seeing a psychiatrist and councilor, I mean I hat 3 csections in the span of 4 years and it’s taken a major toll in my body I had some methods but I still ended up pregnant I don’t regret it but it’s hard on me, I feel ashamed to even feel this way but I did want to terminate early on but I also had to take in the feelings of my husband and he was opposed I still regret feeling this way even for a second and I feel so tired emotionally physically I’ve been high risk in all my pregnancies, I know it’s been hard on my husband taking care of the girls right now but it’s taking a bit longer for me to recover I’m trying but sometimes your best isn’t good enough

I just felt I had to release some of that feelings out I lost all my friends once I got pregnant and don’t really have anybody but my husband