Bad sex?

I just had sex with my man for the first time in 1 1/2 month. We were super excited and then... it was awful. Just awful. I couldn’t get wet at all (something I’ve been dealing with lately idk why). We did foreplay and do lube. But Idk why I can’t get wet on my own. He kept going soft and saying he was nervous and everything was hurting. I’m almost 20 and this was the four time we’ve had sex. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know if I’m not sexually attracted to him or if I’m physically broken.