Should I be sad

Kayla

So I decided to play a game with my mom where she had head phones on playing loud music and I mouth words and she has to guess what I’m saying. Well...... I mouthed to her I am going to have a baby and when she figured it out she froze! She wasn’t happy and she wasn’t mad either. She didn’t really give much of a reaction and I was kind of upset inside but didn’t say anything just smiled. She paused a little bit and said “I thought you were going to wait after the miscarriage in December?” I told her I never said I was going to wait and if god feels it’s right then it’s right and I’m leaving it in gods hands. She said she just is afraid to get happy just yet cause of the pain I went through and I fully understand and I feel the same way right now and won’t be content till I’m sure everything is ok. I just wish she was a little more happy for me ugh. How would u feel?