So confused... (venting)

Desi
So, day 54 since the start of my last cycle. Several BFN and yesterday I had a very strange light spotting and minor cramping in the am. Only happened once and nothing since. Today I took another test and I think it's negative. If I looked closely I thought I saw a slight line but I truly think I'm going crazy and seeing things. I'm annoyed, confused, and frustrated. What do you all do to get your mind off of this? Suggestions?! Sorry for the rant.