The week before lockdown, a close friend that I've liked for a while and I were sitting on the couch at my cousin (his friend)'s house under some blankets.We almost fell asleep on eachother and (might have) almost kissed eachother....?

After he left, my aunt remarked that it is so very obvious that we had liked eachother for a while. I just blushed and didn't say anything to that. Later on in the day, he texted me asking if once lockdown had ended, I could join him for pizza and a walk in the park. I was thrilled and expressed so in my reply. He also left my birthday present on my doorstep, I left him two books that I knew he'd like.

To summarise, I've never felt like this before and although I think he feels the same, I'm terrified that I'm not good enough. I've been wanting desperately to see him for two months since then, but I don't know how things will go between us, seeing as we are both close to my cousin, and at different schools(I'm 14)

Does anyone have any words of wisdom? I don't want to hurt my cousin, or him due to my complete lack of experience regarding whatever this is