Today was great, and then I got about an hour of quite time after everyone was asleep and I just got super emotional.

Before having my son, I had a miscarriage so part of me feels really sad and emotional about that considering it’s Mother’s Day. But I’m also so incredibly grateful to have my son and wouldn’t change anything and know everything happens for a reason.

Then I saw a picture of a women who was like my grandmother for the first time in a while(she passed away probably 4 years ago now). And it hit me, she’s never going to see my son grow up. Which made me incredibly sad.

On top of that I got my return to work date (I’ve been working from home) which made me super anxious. So it’s just been a whole lot of emotions tonight 🙈🙈