eating disorder?

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i don’t know if this is considered an eating disorder like but it’s so so frustrating trying to lose weight because monday-friday i am super motivated to work out and eat healthy and during the weekends i go crazy and eat until it’s literally painful. to make up for the binge eating i take laxatives and have horrible stomach pain the morning after. what should i do i’m so miserable in my body and my mind

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Stop taking the laxatives first of all. You're doing more damage than good with that and hurting the progress you've already made. 
I feel like you're looking for results too fast. Slow down. Its the same idea as yo yo dieting. You need to find a groove and stick to it. Work out ever other day instead so the weekend isn't available for binge eating. Download a calorie tracker like My Fitness Pal or Carb Manager. Go by body measurements instead of weight (Carb Manager has a part where you can track that).  Get a FitBit or other smart watch that can track steps etc for motivation. 
Slow weight loss is the best way to go. Its easier to keep it off.

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See a doctor when you can

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As someone who has struggled with eating disorders and laxative abuse please try to stop those. I unfortunately am someone who abused them too long. It will cause more harm. Don't deprive yourself throughout the week. Find a happy balance.  You need to find a way that you can stick to a lifestyle. Screw diets and cleansing, make it about your health and lifestyle. Stay strong and know it's ok to have days to feel more hungry. Sending you hugs ♡

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Literally described my whole week minus tbdre laxatives part. If I'm watching TV in my living room at night I faithfully hunger for a snack between 9:30 and 10. Then I'll eat something I ain't got NO BUSINESS and I'll feel nauseous afterwards. Especially since I try not to eat after 7.🤦🏾‍♀️