Should I just let this go?

I spent about $200 on meat from the market and I spend over $300 every week at the grocery store for food. Due to the pandemic I'm out of work and I don't know when I'll be returning. I'm spending my savings to help feed me and 6 other younger siblings. My dad is still working, makes over $70k and he gave me and my siblings just $20 for our pockets since the pandemic happened...I asked my mom to please ask him to give me $95 to cover half of what I spent just at the meat market. She told me there are blessings when you feed ppl and that I shouldn't worry about it. He's eating with us but he isn't contributing enough. I told her a man shouldn't be eating off of a lady. Should I let this just go on for sake of blessings or should I tell my mom and dad what I really want to say?