Love being a mother

My son is finally over a month old and begin a first time mom have been hard but I’m enjoying every waking minute of it. I have some moments that I get really depress and sad but it not my son that cause this sadness but I do see a therapist every week. Plus I never thought in a million years that I would be a blind single mother before my son is even a month old. How did things get so bad? But I can answer other people actions all I can do is try to be a great mother to my son because he deserves it all and everyday I feel his beautiful face he push me to be a better and to go harder in life just for him.