Second baby

So I just had my first son in January 2020 and now I found out today that I’m 5 weeks and 5 days pregnant with another one due sometime January 2021.

Not that I’m not happy I just had wanted time to shower my son with all my love and attention and now as soon as he’s barely going to be talking I’ll be having another one.

I actually feel guilty. Like I’m robbing him.

I’m trying not to let it get to me but every time I look at his little face I start crying.

He’s my everything and it’s like he’s getting the raw end of the deal 😭