Is anyone else experiencing sever anxiety the closer we get? I’m 30 hours away from my c-section and tonight my anxiety is through the roof. About future things. Things I can’t control. I’m having a girl which I never wanted for many reasons. I know how hard it is to be a girl in this cruel world. It’s hard to be a person at all really! I’m worried about bullying, rape, school shootings, mental health, suicide, physical health, and literally everything else that can possibly happen. I can only protect her so much. We can only protect ourselves so much!! I honestly have no idea how I’m every gonna catch a break from my anxiety and paranoia. For those of you who are concerned for me. Thank you. I’m concerned too. I’ll be seeing a consular once this pandemic is over. I am someone who wants to talk face to face. Not over a phone so sadly I don’t think that’s help me! I’m keeping everyone in my thoughts, especially the mommas who have anxiety, depression, and other mental health issues. I get it. I wish I didn’t but I do.