Can’t get wet without pillow

I’ve masturbated with my pillow since forever, it’s been my va-jay-jay’s best friend. Until I got a boyfriend. You see, a boyfriend is not a pillow, so how will he ever make me cum without a pillow if I can’t even do it myself? I never imagined it would cause a problem, until I tried rubbing my clit and fingering without using it at all, and found myself feeling meh, not wet at all.

How can I fix my prone masturbation? Do I have to quit using my pillow, even though it feels amazing? How do I rub my clit? I rub it in circles, lines, zig-zag and what not but ITS SO HARD MAKE MYSELF CUM WITHOUT A PILLOW!!!

please send help

Update: After some research, I’ll be without pillow-masturbation for two whole months. Thats about how long it takes for your clitoral nerves to fully recover from prone-masturbation. Wish me luck!!😄😥

Update pt. 2: if you don’t know how to masturbate with pillow, you can look it up. Personally, I put it between my thighs and hump or grind against it, not sure how else you could use it.