I don’t want to feel like an idiot

Hey guys I feel weird writing this because I’ve never really gotten to share my journey with anyone. I’ve always felt embarrassed. I’m loving the support everyone gives each other ok here. I have 2 daughters but they weren’t planned. I was a teen still. Now I’m 27 & want to complete my family & have this as my last pregnancy. Everyone acts so shocked that I’m trying & it’s taking a while when my other two happened quick. It makes me feel discouraged & like there’s something wrong with me.

To the good part. I’m feeling really hopeful this cycle. I’m 6/7 dpo. Test was negative but my boobs feel like tingly & hot kind of & I just feel off am I crazy to still think I could be?