Frustrateddd

Sheliehj • 24. 1 baby in heaven (May 2018). Mommy of a sweet baby boy (March 2020). Faith. Trust. Baby dust.

Im just so frustrated that everytime everything is fine with my baby something else comes out!! He was born at 36w5d and had to be 7 days in NICU because of a bacterial infection, he even was tested for covid19. Then he had jaundice and was yellow until now, since he is 7 weeks already I expressed my concern to the pediatrician because the baby is still yellow and she ran some tests and he no longer has jaundice but he has that skin color thanks to anemia!!😭

They keep telling me these things are common on a preemie baby but he doesnt even seem that preemie to me. Im just so frustrated and need some peace of mind. I want my baby to be healthy already.

Im also mad at doctors because they didnt ran the expected tests for a baby born at 36w5d and if I dont ask and act all crazy about his skin color no one would have listen to me 🙁. Also my ob never told me to take vitamina after delivery and I didnt know I had to. He hasnt even talk to me since the baby was born!!! Is frustrating to have to chase doctors and have the feeling you and your baby dont matter to them 😢