Anyone else's baby fever come and go? Its never consistent. I worry aboit ttc and my weight though but Ill get a solid week or 2 of baby fever and then im back to being okay with my 5..almost 6 year old. We love taking vacations, and things are just.... Easy. Money isnt super great but absolutely livable and feeds my traveling addiction 😂😂. Weve always tried to work around vacations on having a baby until i finally realized ..itll never happen. Ill never be able to fully "plan" a pregnancy around vacations and thats okay.

Im wondering if the fear if the unknown is what prevents my baby fever so often. Sometimes im fulling blown like ... Yesss lets make a baby!...other times i think my fears and worries of what would come from adding another LO to our family. 🤷

I wonder about having this baby fever and how long itll actaully take because of my weight. I was sooo much healthier and probably 80-100lbs smaller when my first pregnancy.