Bad mom...

So I have to admit I’m not the best mom. My son is 2 years old and is addicted to movies. Of course it’s my fault, I started him very young constantly watch tv as entertainment and sure I’ll be judged for it but I’m coming on here for some honest help. Besides “just turn the tv off”. I suffered from post partum and have low patience and have anxiety and depression in no way do I use these as excuses but maybe some insight. Please help. What suggestions do u have I can try out to be better...