Insomnia... Like it's 5:30, I should be up in 30 mins... And I still haven't slept. I'm so nauseous I can't stand it... Can't eat, fell like I'm swinging all day long, nothing comes up just feel bad. Then there's the massive back pain, and pain deep down... Way down. I feel so sick, I know he'll be worth every bit. The past few nights have just been a bit rougher.

Prayers/good vibes please.... No caffeine and a active toddler will be up in an hour. 😐