My husband and I have our <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> consultation on May 20. Given all that's happened with COVID, I'm SO hankful its happening! I'm excited, but also so afraid of more struggle & heartache. I accepted a new job as a kindergarten & 1st grade bilingual teacher starting in August, which means I'll be changing careers, starting a master's (part of the hiring agreement to get licensed to teach), & we will be who knows where with TTC! Not to mention the challenges of teaching 5-6 yr olds in a COVID world! We've canceled trips with family/friends and sacrified so much for TTC and the losses we've experienced along theway. We can't keep putting our lives on hold because we're TTC, but am I crazy for trying to do all of this in such a short time frame?! How do others manage the demands of TTC and trying to also live life and pursue new opportunities?!