24 weeks and 4 days and I still get in shock!

How many of you even though your half way through or almost full term still get bouts of shock! I will just be sitting around (on bedrest😒) and it will just hit me wow we are going to have twin girls in probably 15 weeks or less (incompetent cervix) I’m going to be a mom of 5kids!!! I’m going to give birth to 2 babies!! 😱 I can’t believe we have been blessed with twins! And girls too!! (Have 3 boys) then of course the worry of it all hits me too. What if something happens to one of them while giving birth? How is having 2 new babies going to effect life at home? I have a bad cervix( cervical length gets as short as 2.8) and problems with preterm laboring (have about 3 or for labor pains a day When laying down). Then don’t get me started on the whole coronavirus and giving birth. Ugh so many emotions and all I do is lay around all day.