How do you move forward?

Anastasia • 👦👧💍🌈

I had an ectopic March 3rd. This is when I got my methotrexate shots and we found out. We’re TTC again. I was only 6w2d. We were trying so I think that’s the biggest thing about it we were soooo excited so it really hit hard. We did not conceive this past cycle so again, we are this month trying. I’m due to ovulate in about 11 days or so. Last month while trying I’m driving myself CRAZY testing. Even the first time I was driving myself crazy (when I actually ended up pregnant) and now it’s even worse. Ovulation and pregnancy tests. But at the same time I’m excited one minute and blah and bummed the next all I keep thinking is that I should be 16 weeks pregnant right now and I’m SO worried it’s gonna end up in a loss again. I guess just looking for advice to stop driving myself nuts and how to move past it and be excited/ at least calm for this cycle