Breastfeeding moods

I just need to vent a little. Any words of encouragement would be appreciated. Been on this breastfeeding journey for 7 weeks now. I’ve introduced the bottle so my husband can help with feedings and also to get baby used to the bottle for when I go back to work. But I always feel like I’m tied to the wall pumping. My boobs are constantly hurting. I keep experiencing clogged ducts. I’ve Been trying to empty my breasts completely. Baby has been so cranky the past few days. Between the constant screaming and the discomfort in my breasts, it’s messing with my head. When baby cries, I want to cry. I hate breastfeeding. I feel guilty because so many mamas love it. I keep thinking formula would be so much easier but I want my baby to get the health benefits from breast milk. Am I the only one who feels this way?