I postive Vent ttc journey

So yeasterday my period came again we have been trying for almost two years and I really through I was pregnant this month turns out I was no☹☹☹ my heart was broken yet again yeasterday. I cry and had a breakdown to my husband I know we would be amazing parents and we're so ready. But I refuse to give up hope. I know it sounds crazy but we both have been getting signs from our baby and through many may not believe in those things I do and I know I feel I know we will be parents and I pray that next month I will be posting a pregnancy announcement instead of a vent about keeping faith. Baby dust to all the others that are struggling with me and I pray for all of us