I need to vent.

Evan

This sounds bad and cheesy but. I’m in love with my best friend. I’m only seventeen so it seems like just a normal teen crush. But it isn’t. She is the most amazing person I’ve ever met. Her skin is a beautiful shade of olive that glows in moonlight. She has these dark forest green eyes that I can’t help but stare at. And she has the cutest short black hair with bangs that cover her eyes. She has the most beautiful body that I’ve ever seen, but she has a boyfriend. They’ve been together since December. I’ve been in love with her since October. She was with another guy at that time but they broke up shortly after Halloween. She talked about how she loves me and that she’s going to marry me someday(she’s bi) and that she needs to get her love of boys out of her system. And then she’s all mine. But that just feels like she’s just holding on to me. She constantly talks about how she feels like a second choice. (Her boyfriend had a serious crush on a girl previously to them dating). I know I’ll feel the same too if she does ever choose me. And I know I probably shouldn’t even pursue a relationship with her. But. She’s everything to me and more. I love her more than the entire universe and I want nothing more than to hold her in my arms and never let go. I can’t stop loving her. I tried. She means too much and it hurts me every time I see her with. Him.