Since January 30 I’ve been on this <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> journey. Went to my consultation appointment, did all my test, blood work. For when i was going to start medication i was told my insurance didn’t cover the facility fee and i had to pay $11,000 which i didn’t have. Now in March, to look for another clinic that is in network with my insurance to not be charge for a facility fee. After all the research again i found one. I was given an appointment on March 28, and the Covid-19 pandemic started to progress. My appointment was canceled 😢. Then i was given a virtual appointment for April 28. I told my boyfriend about this appointment and he clearly seemed uninterested, so much that i missed it and he didn’t even ask if i did it or anything. My depression kicked, i didn’t feel comfortable meeting a doctor on a computer and i just felt like i always feel embarrassed that im not able to conceive naturally. And i know people tell me if you feel like he’s not supporting you maybe he’s not the man to build a family with. I agree to a certain extend. I would appreciate if he was more supportive but he does take me to my appointments and this is all new to him as it is for me. Maybe is just that he already has kids and its just not as much as a priority as it is for me. Anyways back to the journey. I rescheduled an appointment for May 19. Spoke to the doctor, same day spoke to a coordinator and i have a good feeling about this one. If god is willing im due to start medications on my next cycle June 20th. 🙏🏻 if not insurance surprises happen. People do not lie when they say is not a smooth journey there’re going to be some bumps. Praying for us all.🙏🏻