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Usually she comes in the morning, but today she came late afternoon, I was watching my wiping all day even though I told myself I wasn’t going to. I told myself I wasn’t gonna go into a dark place if she came, but now I just feel like It’s never gonna happen for me. I’m not deserving, I’m not a good person, maybe it just emisor meant to be. I’m trying to be positive but I was so convinced this cycle was it, that I didn’t prepare myself.