Devastated..

When the person you love so much says to you if it weren't for them you wouldn't have a home or kids.. and I would be stuck in Utah with my mom and probably getting raped by another on of her boyfriends.

Just to clarify my mom had a boyfriend who was a convicted child molester and he would try to touch me & convince me to have sex with him so I was never raped before. I just never thought that something like that from my past would be used against me one day..