Trusting someone after being cheated on

Hey ladies. I’m having trouble at the moment trusting my new boyfriend of 3 months as I’ve been cheated and messed around with in the past. It’s a weird feeling because I so badly want to trust him and feel he won’t do it yet the worry is still quite present in my mind. I mostly worry when he is out with friends and I’m not there.

I try not to cross the line of being controlling and asking what he’s doing 24/7. I keep it to myself and kind of stress about it while he’s out.

Does anyone feel the same way or know any good ways to move past this feeling etc.

(I have had bad anxiety my whole life and think this may just be a me thing and I’m not too sure who to talk about it with)