My 3 week old

Most of you seen a few of my posts about my mom passing a month before I was due. Here is my little man my mom never got to hold. I ended up giving birth exactly a month after her birthday to a 10.2 lb baby boy. We just buried her ashes on the 15th of this month. Its been really hard to deal with all of the emotions. From heartache to postpartum.

I did get to have my urn necklace, not on during my csection but my husband got to wear it. I ended up putting that necklace in baby's room so she could watch over him. Its been 2 months that she's been gone. My other two kids understand that grammy is gone, but are always saying they wish she could come back. It hearts all of us.

Anyways here is my family 💗