I just need to vent

Maybe it’s my hormones making me overthink shit but for some reason I can’t let go of the fact that when my man was drinking (about a month ago) I asked him if I made him happy and he hesitated before he said yes.. I said, “Come on be honest,” and he said, “No. you don’t make me happy. But that has nothing to do with you, I love you to death. I just can’t be happy in life. I have moments where I feel happiness, here and there but I’m never truly happy.”

I know people struggle with their own battles but DAMN man. That shit hurt me to the core. I’m so in love with him, and I do everything for him. I’d give him the world just to make him happy but its never enough..

I’m never enough. We have a 2 year old daughter and I’m 9 w 5 d pregnant. I can tell when he has his happy “moments” but they pass quickly and I can always tell when hes just going through the motions.. I hate that I can’t make him happy and it’s really eating away at me.. I don’t know what to do and if our relationships going to be totally one sided I just don’t know if I can handle that heartbreak everyday..