You guys...

I fucked up so bad. I’m 24 weeks pregnant, not with the father but I’m dating my actual soulmate. He’s with me 24/7 and when we’re not together we’re on the phone. Anyways, I’m obsessed with him and I really don’t see anything in anyone else. We trust each other immensely. With that being said, one of our mutual friends was texting me, he was seeing the texts and it wasn’t a big deal. Wellll, he was texting me while me and my boyfriend were.. fooling around? Not sex but just making out. And he was being rough, I heard my phone go off and I said “Peyton” and stopped. I meant to say “Peyton texted me” but I literally called him Peyton on accident. His name isn’t fucking Peyton. He knows I would never look at Peyton like that or anything, and he knows it was an accident and honestly my pregnancy brain sucks. But still I feel so bad and I can’t stop thinking about it 😭 so yeah if you guys think y’all fucked up, I really really fucked up.

EDIT

WE WERE texting Peyton. He knew Peyton was texting me, we were going back and forth and he was replying to him off my phone too? Lmaooo y’all are crazy 😂 he knows I’m obsessed with him and would NEVER, and I was trying to get out of his kisses, so i was telling him to stop anyways. So it was like “okay really stop now peytons texting back” kinda thing? If that makes any sense. I’m allowed to talk to other guys. I’m not his slave and we’re not married. He texts other women and I text other men. 😂

And also, we don’t have sex. We haven’t had sex and were waiting. He was leaving hickeys all over me and I didn’t like it so I was telling him to stop, we weren’t getting intimate, he was just messing around with me and it started to hurt, so it was a way to get out of it?? Tf

Also, I talked to him about it and he said it didn’t bother him at all. He knows me better than that and we can laugh about it. Thanks though, my relationships secure. We spend literally every waking moment with each other. I’m allowed to not wanna be touched sometimes. And honestly people call other people names all the time. It would be different if we were having sex but we weren’t.