I love you. I miss you. I'd didn't know I could love and miss someone I never met. Someone I didn't even know existed before finding out you were gone. I'll always remember that phone call telling me we conceived twins but twin b didn't have a heartbeat. 8 weeks. You grew inside me for 8 beautiful weeks and I didn't even know. Watching your brother grow is amazing but so bitter sweet. So many 'what ifs' as I watch him grow up. I'm sorry I always said I didn't want twins. You would have been the most beautiful surprise blessing in my life. I think about you all the time. I love you baby.

"I carried you every second of your life and I'll love you for ever second of mine"

"Not all twins walk side by side, sometimes one has wings to fly"

Love, Mommy 💕