Hi everyone,

So do any of you struggle with obsessive thoughts in any way shape or form? When I get obsessive thoughts I can end up convincing myself of untrue things. Like right now in my life, I recently had a coloscopy and biopsy done. I got the results back, it turns out I have high risk cell changes in my cervical cells. I was told because of my age there is a chance they might clear up on their own but there's also a chance for them to progress. I constantly start thinking worst case scenario. Its been like this for about two weeks. AF is also currently 5 days late. All tests have been negative but I have convinced myself its just too early and I don't have enough hgc in my urine to get a positive (although a possibility) I am setting myself up for disappointment if things don't go the way I am anticipating. Sorry I needed to vent a little. But does anyone have thoughts like these? Any advice/remedies??

P.S. my fiancee and I are trying to conceive, so the possibility of pregnancy is a maybe if I ovulated later than I thought I did