Horrible complications during the birth, but need to stay strong and recover for my boys!!

Lizzy • Family always comes first~~~~~~
My water broke on Nov 5th, that's 34 wk 6 days for my mono di boys. Leo and Max~ my love of my life! I went for vaginal delivery...labour is fast only 9 hours, but the birth was really tough for me. 2hour push for both of them, and I had two rare complication: vulva hematoma and pelvic bone separation(5cm!)....it's not predictable and it is really rare! I am just really unlucky...I had lots of blood lose due to these 2 problem, had 7 bags of blood transfusion and lots of IV. Lots of pain...and I fainted as well, poor husband thought I was not making it he cried so much....I am still in ICU until this Friday then I will be transfer to the recovery ward for another week at least... The babies are doing great, 5lb each born and they are in the NICU until this Friday then they will be in the recovery room with me. It's really hard and painful for me but I'm recovering day by day! I got out of the bed yesterday to the wheelchair and saw my babies!