Feeling sad

I don't know if I'm being irrational but I feel like I'm not.

My husband stays up 2 nights a week drinking/playing playstation/whatever else he wants to do. I'm fine with that. But over the past few weeks it's been more like 4 nights a week, and he always has an excuse like it's the weekend, I'm not at work tomorrow blah blah.

I go to bed alone and watch crap TV. We have a 2 year old so obviously all day we spend with each other and her (we've been in lockdown for 9 weeks now) but I don't feel like it's the same spending time with DD as it is when we get time together once she's in bed.

Am I going insane?????