How do you let yourself believe you're pregnant?

I got two faint lines yesterday, easily noticeable. I've had bad cramps, especially on my left pelvic area, like a pinching pain - it's feels pretty painful. That's the most recurrent one. Sometimes I get cramps in the pubic region, and it makes me think AF is just minutes away.

I haven't let myself really believe that there's a chance I might be pregnant. I've been praying for this for so long now, but even with the second line present, I keep waiting for the blood to come. Like AF will pop by annnytime now. The feeling doesn't go away.

There are women who post vvfl tests (that are positive) and announce their pregnancies, and they seem very secure in their feelings and thrilled. I envy them! I don't know what to do.