Depression sucks...if you’re going through it too don’t worry you’re not alone.

Depression is hitting hard today I find myself sitting down thinking and crying listening to depressing music wondering why in the world am I still here today.

I’m a suicidal survivor but every day I have those same suicidal thoughts depression is not something that you can just ignore and get rid of it’s not like wiping away marker on a whiteboard it’s not that easy

I’m still here today because I would never leave my son here wondering why I left him leaving him without a mother to care for him and love him.

I would love to know that I’m not alone in this battle I would love to know that I’m not the only one who wishes that they were not here I would love to know that I’m not the only one who burst into tears and praise to God that he takes this depression away

I feel as though I’m doing this by myself and I do not like that feeling I don’t like the feeling of being alone I don’t like the feeling of feeling like there’s nobody there to listen to me to listen to what I’m going through to not judge me for anything that I have ever done to pray for me and with me and to help me get through this together.

There’s a song that’s really popular right now called touch in the lyrics that go God I wanna feel again oh God I want to feel again those are really powerful quotes and really hit hard..