Theirs a man in my house

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Theirs a man in my house. He only lurks at night. When everyone else is asleep. He comes with words like digers that cut thrue me like a kinfe. This man is frightening and the reason I now sleep on the floor in front of my son's bed or let's be real makeing a post with tirs in my eyes wishing my heart was numb agian so I could just run. But I cant because this man in the house is my husband and he is the sweetest man on earth when he is not this stranger or has he always been this stranger? Anyway I woke up out of my sleep to see this man over my son's crib I hear my son crying as this man covers his face with a pillow my son's crys of fear pull me into over drive i push him away throw the pillow at him and grab my son out of his crib. My heart shattering as I calm my son down as this man says "someday she won't be around to save you and I will snap your little neck" then he told me that if I told him to ignore the crying one more time that " he will smack me so hard my head will spin" I suddenly want to go home I suddenly want to run so fast. But I can't my stupied heart won't let me my heart wants to talk to him in the morning. Someone help my brain is telling me to run but my heart is telling me to stay.