Not ovulating...

I just need to get this off my chest...

I have suspected something was wrong for a while now bit didn't want to admit it to myself. I kept finding excuses. I'm quite young, healthy, a good weight, I exercise and eat well. My cycles were irregular but I decided that was a result of coming off the pill, even if it was in September last year. I tried tracking my bbt but it didn't show clear ovulation, so I told myself it's because I mouth breathe so switched to vaginal. When that didn't show clear ovulation, I told myself it was because I don't get a solid 3 hours sleep (I'm a very light sleeper). I got some OPKs and got some positives but no peaks. At first I thought it was because I didn't get the timing right. So I started doing twice a day. Then 3.

This month, I thought we were successful. We BD'd more than usual, including the day before and the day I got what I thought was a positive opk (not peak but as dark as the test line) and we did for a few days after. My temperature increased the next day and I was sure I had ovulated this time, that we were in with a shot, but it dipped the day after and dipped further the day after that. Then the spotting started. I told myself it was ovulation spotting as if was light. Today it was still light, but I have those telltale AF signs.

It's time to face the truth. There's something wrong with me. I'm going to phone the doctors in Monday and see if they can help. 😞