Here’s the thing: I’m sad. My bf is in the military. We met 8yrs ago in college and kept in touch over the years while he’s been overseas. He and I began dating last year. I’m so sad because I never expected he would be the one for me...and I can’t physically be with him. I can’t come home to him, I can’t just call him up and see if he wants to hang out, I sometimes become discouraged and insecure wondering if maybe he’s interested in other people— this last part stems from my past. This sucks. And I have no one to talk to about it because my friends are married with kids or they don’t understand my situation. So I need someone to talk to...I need some positivity because I feel like breaking down. I feel I’m farther from God because I’m angry and depressed. I’m beginning to over analyze everything and I shouldn’t..I know I shouldn’t. I know God has a plan for my life. For some reason he brought us together and everyone- I mean EVERYONE stops to tell us how beautiful we are together. I love my bf, we see each other as one another’s partner so we’ve reached that level. We are both in our 30s and don’t have time for games. I just can’t shake this feeling of sadness and I don’t know how😔

..so someone...please- guy or girl- help me out, send me some positivity 😁