Seperation

Please guys don't judge me

My husband and i separated its been 4 days and its killing me I feel so depressed and he seems to be ok . He suffers from bipolar and depression but we do fight alot over dumb things but blames me for all of it. I always end up leaving because he tells me its best if we part or if you don't like it leave. I mean he's done this 10 times I can't say its all my fault when its not but please tell me i don't habe friends to vent to or anyone. Im from house to house with my 2 boys. Should I not call or text him

He doesnt have anyone else he has problems sexual he has extremely low sex drive he also took off all my photos of his facebook. Im heartbroken 💔